Poop.

I haven't blogged since Annette's departure.

I really just want to leave already.

I'm losing my mind.

Don't even want to say goodbye to any of my friends, just think it would be fun to slip out of life, and I think actually that is what I will do. I'll have a gathering with family and maybe a couple of friends here and there. But I really just want to go.

So it actually feels real, which it doesn't all.

I just really want to snuggle with Annette...but she's in Provo right now, probably studying up a storm.
I miss her so much it actually hurts tonight.

I listened to her favourite song from the Her soundtrack.

Now I'm listening to Benjamin Britten's Songs for Friday Afternoon.

I don't feel very good, I have been sad all day, I don't want to be sad anymore, so I'm going to go away now and watch some more adventure time and try and wake up early tomorrow, I still have a fair few things to do before I am fully ready, I also need to get my mum's mother's day gift all properly sorted out.

BLERGH.

Death.

Speaking of which, I actually listened to the most awesome Radiolab podcast on Death today, it was so so good, I loved it I wanted to cry. Maybe I'll listen to it again. I ran to it actually, tomorrow I am going to try running with no iPod, just my stopwatch / phone that I use as a stopwatch.

L8erz.